Death is Cruel
when facing death I want to be proud
laughing out loud
I just dont know why
but death is cruel
I really wanted to live forever
and found out I was dying
from the inside out
now I have more that I can cry about
I guess I should cry tears of joy
just another way to escape the pain
of knowing how brief my ploy
Im praying for a vision
another life-healing message
like the night I had wings
and I could fly
my friend says Im an earth angel
but I’ve been told I am more like death
something in the middle
something causing men to choke
something that made you hold your breath
those deathly wishes
those deathly kisses
so many impossible things
that no one believes in anymore….if I could win the war
I’d prove them all wrong
finish all of my homework
save another life, I’d have karma on my side
not the edge of a knife…
Jesus Christ would rise
and we’d fly together into the clouds
and even my father would be smiling happy
and it would even make my father proud.